One moment I’m perfectly fine, and the next I feel a wave of nausea, then panic. Then I can’t catch my breath and I know I’m about to lose control and all I want to do is escape. Except the one thing I can’t escape from is the very thing I want to run away from … me.
Let’s Pretend This Never Happened: A Mostly True Memoir, Jenny Lawson
This quote describes me so well it hurts.